Chapter 3 – Acceptance
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Snowflake Beach - a
perfect cuckold's paradise |
The drive from that remote beach took an hour just
to get to the local main road. Its
single lane track through sand dunes and then across a marsh required a degree
of concentration that I welcomed as I did not need to engage in conversation
with Elaine or think about what I had witnessed under the old watch tower. As we had driven off we had passed the little
shop that had been slow to serve me and I couldn’t help but ponder on how happy
and self confident I had been in those minutes before my whole world had
collapsed around me when I had seen my Wife with another man and I had been
made a cuckold.
Finally we reached the end of that track and
pulled out onto the main road. Making
our way out of Sussex and into Kent, Elaine started to chat as if nothing had
happened; as usual she made disparaging remarks about my driving in an amusing
way and I let her get on with it, only responding with the occasional grunt or
‘Yes Dear’, ‘No Dear’ and ‘Of course Dear’ - of course. My mind couldn’t get away from the sight of
her with Jackson and the other things that I had observe on that beach during
that beautiful warm afternoon.
I couldn’t help it, but I unable to contain myself
any longer so I blurted it out just as Elaine was discoursing on the merits of
the sun tan oil she had used that day.
“Do you know that I saw a couple having sex this afternoon. A married woman and another man. Right there in front of her husband!”
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"Right there in
front of her husband." |
Her voice quivered as she responded, “Wha....” But I cut her off, “On the bloody sand if you
please.”
Although I continued to drive I could see her face
had gone white and her eyes looked like saucers as she turned slowly to face
me. She bit her lip and with a tremor in
her voice she asked me to elaborate.
“What do you mean? Who was it?”
and after a long pause and in a very quiet voice. “Where was it?”
I was beginning to enjoy this and after what
Elaine had put me through that afternoon I was determined to make her
squirm. “A big black bloke was f**king a
pretty white girl while her husband – I assume it was her husband – just sat
there like a Wuss and did nothing. You’d
have thought the most he would do, would be to throw a blanket over them. Or even a bucket of cold sea water, not that
the water would have stopped them because he had been doing her while they were
in the sea.”
“James, please mind your language. This isn’t like you,” she exclaimed while at
the same time slapping me gently on my bare thigh, “how come I didn’t see any
of this?”
“I guess it’s because you were under the tower
with Jackson.” I replied, pausing to
manoeuvre into the fast lane of the M20 Motorway.
You could have cut the atmosphere in that car with
a knife as I continued. “He was fixing
your top wasn’t he? Or trying to
anyway.” These were not the words I
wanted to say but dear reader, what I was dying to scream at her was exactly
what I was thinking. ‘It’s because he was f**king you all afternoon with his
big cock under that watchtower, that’s why.”
“Ah yes Jackson,” she answered, “he was so gentlemanly. He could have left me to it and then I would
have had to walk back to our towels without a top.”
“Yes that would have been a little
embarrassing.” I answered sardonically while
at the same time wanting to scream at her, ’You didn’t mind letting the whole beach
see your tits when you took his top off did you – you Slut!’ Nevertheless I settled for, “But there were a
few girls there with their tops off anyway, so you’d have been in good
company.”
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"You'd have been in
good company." |
“I guess so.” Her face was a mask that I couldn’t
read and I was watching the road anyway but what she said next nearly caused me
to swerve across into the fast lane, “But I suspect that you would have liked
that. Wouldn’t you James?”
I coughed, I spluttered and all I could say was,
“Christ! I dunno!” But Elaine was right, I would have liked it;
I would have pretended not to, but it would have turned me on in exactly the
same way as I have been aroused so many times when I have seen other men trying
to chat her up. ‘Is this why I haven’t
caused a scene? Is this what I really want? Do I actually desire to be cuckolded and to
tolerate her having a Black Lover.
No! That’s wrong; not a Black
Lover – she’d called him ‘Master’ – she wants, or already has, a ‘Black
Master’. Oh My God! He has taken her over – she belongs to him –
Elaine is Jackson’s Mistress – his Whore!’
These were the thoughts that ran through my brain
as I drove us home up the M20 and A20 and then until we parked on the road at
our nice town house in Blackheath, South London.
Throwing our bags down in the hallway we staggered
up the stairs to our bedroom and threw all of our clothes into the linen
basket. Elaine spoke first. “I’ll run the
shower, are you going to follow me James.
I need you to help me wash my hair.
It’s full of sand for some reason.”
‘Well that’s because we were on a beach Dummy, and
because you lay on your back on the sand while a big black man fucked the sense
out of you” Were such thoughts to be my
future now or would this situation resolve itself? I had never had such notions about Elaine
before, but then again I had always trusted her before.
“It was quite windy on the beach Elaine, and I
guess I could do with a shower too.
Besides, we both need to get the sun cream off.” I lied – I hadn’t used any because I had kept
my T Shirt on. “Shower, supper then bed
I think,” but her only reply was a giggle. ‘Is she now starting to take the
piss?’
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"Shower, supper
then bed". |
Elaine and I have a well established ‘shower’
routine; it involves me washing her from her feet up to her neck with a lovely
big natural (bloody expensive) sponge using lots of her (bloody expensive
again) shower gel and cream. To say that
I adore these moments between us is such an understatement because it is my
opportunity to show her just how much I worship her. Starting at her little feet and working my
way up her legs using warm water and slippery soap I am meticulous about
getting her feet clean between her toes and then ensuring that her legs are
massaged as they are washed. I know that
she likes this because she has often said how much better she feels afterwards.
After her legs have been lovingly washed, I move
on to her back, stomach and breasts using gentle rubbing motions that I know
she always reacts to, and it is always a pleasure to see those beautiful
nipples of hers expand with each gentle caress.
But I don’t take advantage; I play the role of the obedient servant and
my attentiveness to her body pleases her even more.
Then I move on to her lovely round arse and her
dark luxurious bush; and at this I am unsurpassed. Kneeling before her I wash her bush with
copious amounts of gel and water while taking care to accidentally zip the back
of my hand across her already protruding clitoris; this always elicits a little
moan of pleasure from her lips. Turning
her around I started on her lovely cheeks with the same amount of care and
devotion as I spent on her bush. Call us
both perverts if you will, but my pretty Wife has always allowed me to wash all
of her most intimate parts and on that night, of all nights, she leant forward
with the shower head in her hand so as to wash her hair, thus presenting me
with my idea of heaven.
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'My idea of heaven' |
With her legs slightly apart for balance, her bent
over body presented me with her lovely pink pussy and arsehole in an invitation
that was as lascivious as any backstreet whore would know how to present. I didn’t care that Jackson had ejaculated into
her just hours ago; I washed that little sphincter, her arse cheeks and those normally
pretty pink lips, which were now a vivid red with the care and gentle
manipulation that I usually apply to the woman I love. Reaching around I took the shower head from
her as she was finished with her hair, and played the warm water all over her
arse and vulva, noting as I did so that tiny particles of sand had collected
around the sink hole. “Are you little sore
Dear? I just washed out a lot of sand
from down there,” I remarked innocently.
Her reply was a mumbled, “Yes I am a little. It’s the sand I think.” ‘Lies, lies, all lies!” I wanted to scream
but I still kept my silence.
With her hair washed and our pleasant little
episode of decadence concluded, she spoke as she stepped naked from the shower.
“A very light supper tonight and then to bed don’t you think James?” My little ‘cotton reel’ of a penis thought it
a very good idea indeed.
Supper was a little cheese and biscuits and a nice
little fruity Rioja (my favourite) and then it was time for bed. As we climbed the stairs yet again all I
could think of was my Wife’s body, while before my eyes her round little arse
cheeks rotated delightfully above me as we went up to bed.
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"Her round little
arse cheeks rotated delightfully above me as we went up to bed." |
In bed, she was my warm and sexy Elaine as I
gently kissed the same lips that I had seen wrapped around Jackson’s cock, and then
sucked on the same nipple that Jackson had kissed just a few hours before. ‘What’s the matter with you? You shouldn’t be enjoying her body like
this. You should be repulsed by the fact
that he had enjoyed her like this today; or any other day for that matter. Where’s your pride cuckold?’ But I knew the answer to that question –
because this was Part One of my secret plan – I had to convince myself that I
could accept the situation.
For all the emotions that I felt I knew somehow
that I was being given a privilege by her; and when her soft, cool hand reached
for my little penis and guided me to her opening there was just no pride left
in me when I slid into her. Into the
same warm wet tunnel that Jackson’s cock had penetrated that afternoon on the
beach and, although as humiliated and belittled that I felt, it was a wonderful
sensation – just like always before.
Such was my love for Elaine.
After the day I had experienced it was not long
before my own seed squirted in small spurts; leaving me drained emotionally and
physically; but there was more duties to be performed by me before sleep could
overtake me. I did not hear her words
immediately as my ears were covered by my Wife’s beautiful breasts, “Come on
James. Finish me off. Don’t leave me hanging like this.”
“What? I
just came. It will be all sticky down
there.”
Her response was to gently, but powerfully push me
down her body until my lips were in contact with her clitoris as my nose buried
itself into her lovely dark bush. “Go on
James,” her voice was almost inaudible as her thighs were now covering my ears,
“do that lovely thing that you do.
Finish me off Sweety! Besides,
I’m still a little sore down there and your gentle tongue is just what I need.”
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"Your gentle tongue
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I started on her Clitoris and immediately felt her
start to shiver with pleasure but I could sense that this was not quite what
she wanted. Her hand pushed me down
further until her sticky labia came into contact with my lips; instinctively my
tongue flicked out and for the first time in my life I tasted my own semen. ‘If
this is what my lady wants, this is what she will have’ I thought, and even if
this was my very first time at tasting semen, I did not recoil, ‘Why should I? It’s
my very own essence and if this was what my lady wants, this what my lady shall
have!”
Elaine’s arched her back in pleasure at my work on
her beautiful pussy, and at each lick of my tongue collected just a little of
the jism that I had shot into her vagina.
And that is how it was for the rest of our little session until Elaine
climaxed, kissed me, thanked me and then dropped off to a deep sleep.
As I lay there that night I couldn’t sleep even
though I was as tired as a dog. Thoughts,
pictures and words that had been said played through my mind and then suddenly
it dawned on me (why not, it was nearly dawn anyway); Elaine had never asked me
to go down on her after I had spurted.
Was she preparing me for something? ‘Of course she is you silly
shit! She’s got a plan too, and it
involves you – heavily.’ Amazingly the
very thought calmed me because Elaine is not just a kind hearted girl, but
she’s clever too.
The following day was a Monday and I was back to
work. Elaine kissed me as she went out
of the door to her job in the City of London and I caught a bus that took me
into Canary Warf – it was as back to normal as it could be but I couldn’t
forget what had happened and I knew that my actions, or lack of action more
like, the day before meant that I had already accepted my cuckoldry. It was now time for the rest of my plan to be
put into action.
I had to see Alan.