My Replacement - Part 13
I hate
sitting in the back seats of a passenger aircraft. The rear seats are behind
the main undercarriage so when the pilot rotates at the end of his take off run
the passengers in those seats experience (depending how far back one sits) a
sudden drop just as the cabin angles upwards and the whole thing lifts into the
air. It is very disorientating, so for the very first time in months, years
even, I felt unwell. And I had this knowledge in mind when I turned to Susan
and said, “I don't feel so good.”
When I had
originally booked our holiday on the internet I had selected seats at the front
but, because our particular plane was stuck in Manchester with a broken engine,
a different type of aircraft had to be arranged; hence our seating had been
rearranged. I was sat in a left hand aisle seat while Jenni, Susan and Tom had
the three seats on the right side of the aisle. Tom, of course, had claimed the
window seat, Susan the middle and Jenni rested just across from me - already
half asleep even as we had taxied out to Westerly Runway of Heraklion airport.
Susan looked
across at me, even as the deep blue colour of the receding Cretan Sea filled
the window to her right. I could see the look of disbelief on her face as she
replied, “Really?”
It was a
one-word answer, but I knew just what she was implying. In just this short
answer she was actually saying, ‘all week you have been swallowing your Wife's
Lover and his Brother's semen. And now you feel unwell?’
It wasn't
strictly true. I hadn't paid submissive homage to Master Marcus’ hard dark
manhood, or clean his manly essence from Clare’s delightful labia since
Wednesday night. Sadly, the last salty cream that I had willingly consumed was
Raoul’s musty deposit that had oozed from Susan's vagina on Thursday morning. It
was now Saturday afternoon and I was already missing the sexual degradation of
my newly acquired cuckold way of life.
... my newly acquired cuckold way of life. |
I had grown to accept and even enjoy my unmanning on that beautiful island off the south
coast of Greece, and I would have given anything to have it continue, but
Raoul, Marcus and Clare had flown home, in Raoul's Citation, on Thursday
morning.I had wrongly assumed that our three lovely friends would be with us to the end of
the holiday, but it wasn’t until Wednesday night when Clare had told me of
their impending departure that I realised that this wonderful and fun filled
holiday was coming to an end.
As had
become our usual practice, I had stood almost naked that evening with the shape
of my caged penis visible through the silk panties my Wife had given me to
wear. Her glance took in the deflated sissified cuckold before her with his
‘Black Owned’ chain resting on his ankle bone and a look of compassion crossed
her pretty face.
“Oh David!
My sweet, sweet cuckold,” Clare exclaimed, “all good things must come to an
end. And that is what you have been my darling. A really good thing for me and
Master.”
She saw the
look of pleasure appear on my face at hearing her kind words and then
continued, “And surely you don't think that this will be the last time that
Master and I will enjoy your services. You're a true cuckold now, and we shall
be calling on you again.”
“I would
love that Mistress,” I replied honestly, “because serving you and Master Marcus
has been an honour and a pleasure.”
From somewhere,
hidden in her bra or panties perhaps, Mistress Clare produced a long gold chain
with a loop on one end and a spring clip on the other. Leaning forward towards
me, she pulled down the front of my panties and attached the clip to one of the
bars of my penis cage.
“Then come
and serve us some more cuckold,” she said as she gave a gentle tug on my cage.
She was
mindful of my small and delicate caged penis and balls as she tugged me, albeit
willingly, into their bedroom where Master Marcus stood naked and waiting for
his Mistress and his holiday (temporary?) cuckold.
As I
tottered forward, I felt the panties descend down my legs and settle silently
on the floor, just as I did upon my arrival before Master Marcus. Clare smiled
at her Lover in amusement as I knelt before him to show my complete obeisance;
in the unashamed manner of a totally committed cuckold.
I hadn't
needed any encouragement or pressure to act in the way I did. All the mental
agonies of a husband whose Wife is now bedded and ‘Owned' by a superior man had
been experienced, thought through and put rightly in their place. The penis
cage and the chain on my ankle had consolidated my unmanning into my psyche and
the adoption of ladies lingerie had accelerated the transition from cuckold to
sissy cuckold. And I was comfortable in my new (albeit pink and almost naked)
skin.
I knew
exactly what was required of me and, mindful that it was our last night
together between the three of us, I was determined that tonight would be one to
remember. Even so, I could sense Mistress Clare's tension in her kneeling
position beside me; clearly she was wondering if I would still be her little
‘mating assistant’ on the last night of her holiday. She needn't have worried.
My lips met
the head of his glans in a warm and sensuous greeting that told both of my
lovely friends that I was here on the serious purpose of pleasuring, cleaning,
the erection of Master's sexual organ, and facilitating Mistress Clare's
impregnation. And my lips, tongue and stroking hands on his long dark brown
manhood proved it.
It was one
of the most beautiful nights of my life. In my sissy cuckold way, I had come to
care deeply for this lovely girl and her big and well-hung Lover. What had once
been an interesting change to my sexuality was now a part of me and my future,
and I would have done anything or allowed anything done to me by that lovely
couple. They were making another life and I had been asked to play my part.
Once again,
just as the nights before, I had lain under Clare and held her still as Master
Marcus had powered his large manhood deep into his pretty Mistress. The trick I
had learned just a few nights before, of preventing her from collapsing in
sexual fervour as his cock had jumped and spurted his seed, had proved to be a
moment of joy for both of them. Being mounted by her Lover ‘doggy style' seemed
to be her favourite position when her cuckold attends; I guessed that her
husband Clive had experienced that same joyful experience many times.
She had a
happy mischievous streak in her too. The little chain attached to my cage was
especially thrilling; it had played right into my sexual slave fantasy, and she
knew it. Being tugged by my private parts into the bedroom and then later to
the shower stall by a beautiful Mistress was a delightful humiliation that I
would remember always. And when I dressed to leave them to their further
lovemaking and to return to my suite I had wound the chain loosely around my
balls and tucked it into my panties – Clare wasn’t having that back.
So conditioned
was I to my cuckold way of life now, that lying in bed listening to the sounds
of passion coming through the wall behind me gave me a an emotional feeling of
happiness for Susan. It was their last night together here in Crete so Raoul
and my Wife were going at it like wild animals. Again and again I listened to
that familiar voice begging him to be inside her in language I had never heard
from her before.
“Come in me
Master. Fill me!” “Use me Master. I want you inside me Master.” “Do I please
you Master? Please tell me I do.” “David can't do what you do to me
Master."
These words,
and more besides, came drifting through the wall as the night rolled on and it
wasn't until four in the morning before they stopped and sleep overtook them.
And as I too dropped off to sleep I finally realised that, not only had my life
changed fundamentally, but Susan's had too. And I vowed that it would change
even more so when we got back to England – after I had talked it through with
Susan of course.
It was early
on the Thursday morning that I sat with Raoul in the Hotel Reception as he
waited for his taxi to take Clare, his brother and himself to Heraklion
Airport. The agents at the airport would have prepared his Citation for him, so
all he had to do was pay his handling bills, file his flight plan and clear
Greek Customs. It was an expensive business but somehow I knew he was
untroubled by the thought of thousands of Euros flying (sorry!) out of his
account.
“Do you
think that this is the end of my little fling with Susan,” he asked me as we
sipped the breakfast coffee we had brought with us from the Restaurant.
I knew what
he was really asking me, and replied carefully, “Holiday fling – yes! Clearly!
You're flying home.”
“And?”
“Something
tells me that it is not finished. I'm right aren't I.”
Raoul
glanced at his Breitling Pilot's Watch and said, “We don't have long so I'll be
quick. My guess is that if we allow one day for a possible delay on your
aircraft going home on Saturday, one for washing and ironing, another for
garden, cleaning and kids etcetera, I think it is reasonable if I come to your
house on Wednesday evening and collect your Wife to spend the night with me at
my house in Westerham. Does that sound reasonable, cuckold?”
“Do you
think we could be delayed?” I asked, - intrigued by his assertion that I would
be delayed.
“That
company you have booked with keep their planes in the air. It will probably
have done three different trips in Europe before it arrives here to take you
back to Gatwick. They're renown for being late. Everyone in the industry knows
it.” was his prescient reply.
Raoul had
asked me a question and he needed an answer. It was the only answer a cuckold
like me could give. “How would you like me to prepare my Wife for you Master.”
He tried very hard not to look relieved, but I knew him better now than I had before, and I recognized the expression on his face for what it was. I was also no longer in doubt that his physical lust for Susan was matched equally by his growing attachment for the Woman I love and to whom I was married. He was wanting more of my Wife, that much was clear, and their tender parting kiss confirmed that she wanted more of him too.
... their tender parting kiss ... |
The Thursday
and Friday of our holiday felt a little deflated after the boat trips and fun
(inside and outside the bedroom) we had had with our friends. Tom and Jenni
enjoyed a lot more of their Mother's company than hitherto, as did I. We spoke
little of Susan's liaison with Raoul other than me telling her that her new
Lover would collect her from our Tunbridge Wells home on Wednesday and take her
to his home to make love to her all night long. A thought that produced a happy
countenance on her lovely face.
On my part,
I retained the small cage on my little penis as an act of good faith. It just
seemed right that, having accepted my diminution as a man, I should lock the
definition of my masculinity away. Hidden away under panties of the same colour
and style as Susan's it was no longer relevant to our marriage and served the
purpose of ‘peeing' only. And not only, did I retain my restraint in its
designed purpose of unmanning me, the little chain that Clare had clipped to my
cage now served as a slave chain around my waist.
I had now
accepted that Susan no longer saw me as her mate in our marriage. My
carnal desires had abandoned me a long time before our holiday and I had known
this at least two years before I had suggested that she find a ‘Replacement’. So
after a brief, but not particularly painful discussion, we decided that I
should remain celibate and take the sexual stress out of our lives. To become
better friends in fact, and in the years since that tumultuous change in our
lives our friendship has grown exponentially.
It was on
the Thursday night as we lay in bed reading and talking about our new
relationship that a worrying thought crossed my mind. Turning to Susan I asked,
“What if your new relationship with Raoul doesn't work out?”
The smile on
Susan's face told me at that moment that I would be a cuckold for the rest of
my life. She put her book down, and turning to me she told me that Clare and
her had already discussed that sad eventuality. “That wouldn't be nice, but in
that event I would ring her.” She saw my raised eyebrows requiring
clarification and continued, “And she guarantees that I would be in bed with a
new Black Master with just a few days.”
“Just like
that?”
“Clare was a
Concubine in the White Mistress Order before she went for auction. Marcus knows
people in the organisation,” Susan replied, in such a ‘matter of fact' way, it
felt like she was presenting a reason for an expensive shopping bill.
I responded
to this information in the only way I thought appropriate. “Of course she does!”
And that was the end of my very, very faint aspiration of one day returning to
our previous way of life. As a sissy cuckold, I was now a ‘Lifer’ – but this
sissy had an account to settle, and I didn't mean our bar bill.
Ariana had
clearly enjoyed babysitting our kids and had developed a genuine affection for
them, which they had returned. It had been, “Ariana said this," “Ariana
had done that.” “Ariana tucked us in bed better than you.” But There had been
another side to her and her mocking of me as I was cuckolded and referring to
Susan as a ‘lucky bitch' deserved an appropriate response. It was time for me
to humble the sneaky little cow.
“Se
efcharistó Ariana, ta paidiá mas pérasan ypéroches diakopés chári se séna
(Thank you Ariana, our children have had a lovely holiday thanks to you),” I
said to the pretty babysitter.
“Ítan chará,
kýrie Derek. echo apolafsei ...... (It has been a pleasure Mr Derek. I have
enjoyed .....),” she replied, but didn't finish. The look of alarm on her face
as she realised that I had just conversed with her in fluent Greek; the shock
was then closely followed by a bright red flaming of her cheeks.
“You speak
Greek?”
“Aptaista!
(Fluently!)”
“Oh Mr
Derek! I am so sorry,” she exclaimed; clearly undone by the silly arrogance she
had demonstrated to me over the two weeks we had been in the hotel.
“Epeidí
eímai koúkla, den simaínei óti eímai ilíthios, (Just because I am a cuckold, it
doesn't mean that I am stupid),” I told her to her face, which turned an even
sharper red at my words.
It was our
last night in the hotel and Ariana, suitably embarrassed and chastised had left
the room with the fifty euro note I had given her as a tip – it would have been
a hundred, but for her wisecracks – and Susan and I lay in bed feeling anxious
about the following day. Neither of us had wanted the holiday to end, and
the time I had spent with the kids while Susan had been getting romantic with
Raoul had been the happiest I could remember and had imposed a decision on me
that I was still mulling over in my mind. But it Susan who broke the silence.
“David"
she said, putting down her (much unread) book, “did you just tell Ariana that
you are a cuckold?”
My pondering
came to an abrupt halt as I replied, “Yes! What of it?”
“I thought
so. You do realise what you have just done, don't you?” she replied.
“What?”
“You just
‘came out’.”
“What do you
mean?”
“You have
just told a complete stranger that you are a cuckold haven't you. And you have
just crossed a line in your new life. It means that you have totally accepted
what you are and don't care who knows,” she said, as she ruffled my hair like a
Mother would do for her little child.
“She wasn't
a complete stranger, and cheeky cow knew it already.”
Susan looked
thoughtful for a second before she came back with the defining answer, “Yes
Dear, but you were prepared to say it. And that tells me you have totally
accepted your new life, and you do not care who knows.”
“Maybe so.
But we'll have to see what happens when we get back home,” I replied
unconvincingly. Susan, as always, was right because I had said the words
without thinking about the implications. It had been a statement of fact and
the more I thought about it, I had felt a small wave of pleasure at my
admitting to my cuckolding. I also knew that confessing it to someone else was
another way of acknowledging to myself.
“Maybe I'll
wear a sign around my neck saying ‘Cucky Boy',” I said to a now sleepy Susan.
“Go to sleep
you idiot.”
And she was
still smiling as she closed her eyes on that final night of our lovely holiday.
Gatwick
airport was its usual pandemonium with lost bags and broken carousel so it was
gone eleven o'clock before we hit the M23 and were home at Tunbridge Wells just
before midnight. It was then just a case of putting the kids to bed and putting
our own heads on the pillows of our own ‘King Size' haven of peace.
It is always
nice to be home but in those first few days back in my home I felt a strong
desire to be back on that lovely warm island. I missed the easy sexual intimacy
between Clare, Marcus and myself. I pined for those beautiful moonlight nights
when I had sat out on our balcony and listen to Susan and Raoul chatting,
flirting, and being naked and intimate.
Raoul was
right of course, the lawn did need mowing and the first load of clothes were
rotating in our washing machine before I received the first text from my Wife's
Lover.
‘Cuckold, I
will collect my Mistress at eight on Wednesday evening and I want you to
prepare her as follows:
White
lingerie, white stockings and suspenders, ankle chain, and Ace of Spades
necklace. All other items of clothes are to be loose and easily removed.’
This was
unusual; in Crete he had not been that specific about how I had prepared my
Wife for their dates. I sent a reply.
‘Yes Master.
Why white?’
‘It will be
our first together in my house and in my bed. I thought something virginal
would be appropriate. Problem?’
I guessed
that Susan did have some white lingerie so my response was very short and to
the point.
‘None
Master.’
We had
already arranged for the kids to have an early night and had tired them out
with a visit to the local swimming pool. Both were fed and sleeping soundly
when Susan and I crept away to get ready for Raoul.
As we
showered together I checked Susan's beautiful sun golden skin for any
blemishes, or unsightly marks – she was perfect, as always. A quick application
of the razor to both of our private parts and my legs had us both fresh and
ready for our own preparations for the night ahead. With my penis cage now back
on where it should be, I picked up the pretty lace suspender belt that Susan
had laid out for me. I had watched the easy practised way she had clipped the
belt together with the delicate fasteners at the front and then swung it around
her waist so the join was at the back. Had I not watched her I guess that I
would still be trying to reach behind me to get those little clips together to
this day.
With the
suspender belt on , I reached for the delicate white panties that were little
more than a small pocket of white silky material held together with white
ribbon – it was a thong; a pretty thong, but a thong nevertheless. It nestled
my little caged penis comfortably and looked delicate and charming; I
immediately took to it after having worn Susan's type of ‘working knickers’
(white cotton mainly) in the few days leading to her date with Raoul.
I sat and
watched as my lovely Wife deftly rolled each white stocking into a loose
doughnut shape to easily insert her foot into the flimsy ring of silk, then
with sensuous ease she turned the shiny material up her long perfect leg
whereupon she hooked the top of the stocking to one of the strap fasteners. She
did the same with the other stocking and then stood up.
Looking over
at me, she said, “Cuckold,! Come over here and fasten the strap at the back.
And make sure the seam is straight.”
“Yes
Mistress,” I replied as I shuffled across the bedroom and knelt behind her.
It struck me
that I was putting the final touches to Susan's preparations for her date with
Raoul and it had become very important for me to make sure that she was perfect
for our new Master. It was just what a good cuckold should do and as I gazed at
her beauty, now encased in its white silky passion enhancement, I knew that I
had done a good job. She was ready for her powerful Black Master in every way
possible.
Susan, just
like I had, helped me to finish off the securing of my white stockings to the
suspended belt and then stood back to admire the effect.
“I knew that
one day you would accept being cuckolded David,” she said as she stood up after
securing the last suspenders fastener, “but I often wondered if you would fully
‘fem up’.”
“So I guess
you have your answer.”
“I have indeed,” she replied, “and you look lovely.”
“Thank you
Mistress,” I replied as I reached for the dress I had laid out for her on the
bed.
“You're
welcome,” she replied as she stepped into the blue knee-length shiny dress and
pulled it up for me to secure the back with its zip and hook/eyelet
arrangement. She was ready, and so was I.
There was no
question that I would wear ‘manly’ clothes over my feminized underwear to greet
my Wife's Lover when he would arrive at our house. I had made the commitment to
‘femydom’ and Raoul knew it, so it would have been inappropriate for me to
welcome our Master dressed like an real man.
The
headlights of his Jaguar bathed the house in a bright bluish light as he pulled
onto our drive from the quiet country road in front of our house. The gravel
crunched, the lights extinguished, the car door slammed, and within seconds my
Wife's Lover was at the door.
I made a
move for the door, but was stopped by Susan saying, “Don't bother cuckold, I
gave him my key before we left Crete.”
Raoul swept
into the room like a minor tornado. The look in his eyes and his general
demeanour exuded his wish to mate with Susan and I could see her own body
language mirrored that beautiful carnal desire. They were not for each other
and I was under no illusions as to just how soon they would be naked and joined
together in lascivious pleasure.
... joined together in lascivious pleasure. |
Susan, of
course, moved across to him and melted against his massive frame as he wrapped
his strong arms around her. Looking directly back at me, she commenced to
rotate her soft round arse against his bulging groin, making sure that we both
knew that she was more than ready to be mounted by her Master.
“Cuckold has
made an effort for you tonight Master,” she said – still rotating, “doesn't he
look lovely!”
“Very
commendable David,” he commented, “but are you enjoying your new-found
lifestyle.”
“Not a
‘lifestyle Master,” I replied, “it's my new way of life. This is me now –
forever!”
“Okay
cuckold,” he said as he steered Susan to the door, “do you have anything else
to say before I take your Wife back to my house and bed her?”
“No Master,”
I replied, “but I want to tell you something that I have been thinking about
for a while now.”
Susan looked
exasperated but stood waiting for my bombshell, “I'm going to leave my job and
start out on my own.”
“About
bloody time,” she said and left with her Master.
And I stood in my pretty white underwear for the first night of my real cuckolding. No longer a holiday fling, but a new way of life.
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