Chapter 12 - The Talk - Part Two
My Wife - Jackson's Black Owned Mistress |
"That's correct cj. Instead of Elaine and me being a happy loving couple, I want us to become a 'happy trio'," Jackson replied. "Just like your best friends are with Bruno."
He remained quietly examining me as he judged my reaction to this bombshell. "I am not a gay man Jackson. There are some things I will not do; cuckold or not," I said in defiance, "and I am surprised that you lean that way. Besides, up until Sunday I thought that Elaine and me were the happy couple."
He laughed and smiled tolerantly at my assertion of my sexuality. "You are, and you will continue to be cj. Except now you have an additional aspect to your marriage. Me! Your Wife's Lover. Her Master!"
"Please stop saying that Jackson. But you did not respond to my question
about your leanings. Are you bisexual?"
"I have no leanings, as you put it, in that direction cj," he
replied, "but just so you know, I have in the past educated other husbands
in the more personal arts of cuckoldry while at the same time conducting
passionate affairs with their Wives. Once the training was complete they were
happy and content in their skin and understood the meaning of being mastered by
their Wife's Lover. Effectively I removed the angst of being cuckolded and led
them into acceptance of their status in their marriage. And subsequently to
embrace their new way of life."
Cuckold understood the meaning of being mastered by their Wife's Lover |
The shock must have showed on my face and we sat in silence for what
seemed like minutes but was probably only seconds. "Are you telling me
that Elaine and you are training me to be a good cuckold, to accept a new way
of life? Is that what this is all about? F*cking training?" I exclaimed.
"Partly," he responded smoothly, as if I had not raised my voice at
all, "with two major differences."
"Which are?" 'You bastard!'
"Firstly. I'm not a heartless bastard as you may be thinking right now,
and I was always very fond of all the ladies I have had relations with; and I
have always left them, and their husbands with affectionate memories and a new
dynamic in the relationship between them. A cuckold marriage no less. But
Elaine is different because I have fallen in love with her, and she with me.
The thing is, she loves you too and, although I have never asked her, I know it
would be a terrible thing to do to you both if I tried to take her from you.
She has already told me that she couldn't live without you, or me for that
matter, hence we must become a happy trio and I, with your acceptance and
enthusiasm, am obliged to apply my skills."
"And the second?" Was my astounded question.
"Unlike some previous husbands who needed lengthy, delicate and persuasive
encouragement, you seem to have taken all that has happened since Sunday in
your stride. If I may say so, you seem to be enjoying the whole thing. Or is it
a question of - if you can't fight them - join them?"
I did not respond because in all truth I didn't know if I was enjoying the
whole cuckold thing or not, and I was lost for words. Jackson, by his own
admission was a serial seducer of other men's Wives and had trained their
husbands to enjoy, or at least accept the fact. 'Christ! Is this man raving
or a fucking genius?' I thought.
"I haven't lost my marbles, if that is what you are thinking cj."
'F*ck. He's reading my thoughts again.' "I swear to you that
everything is true." I didn't doubt him, but I wondered if the story he
was giving me would be the one his lady friends and their husbands would give
me.
Once again the conversation halted as we both took stock of the revelations. I
spoke first. "So Jackson. You are an experienced ladies man. Does Elaine
know about your colourful history? I thought I would ask because I think she
should know, don't you think?"
"Yes of course she knows," he replied, "it was one of the first
things I told her about myself. In fact she didn't ................"
"Just what is it I am supposed to know boys?" Elaine asked from the
doorway with a bucket and mop in her hands.
Jackson broke in before I had a chance to do so. "About my previous
Girlfriends and their husbands My Darling," 'Smooth bastard!' "I
was also telling cj about our plans."
"Oh that!" Was her offhand reply. "I knew all about that before
we even met. Maddie told me." 'Her again. She and I are going to have a
long conversation when we next meet.'
"But its you I want a word with James." She continued. "Have
you any idea what a bloody mess you made down here last night?" It was a
rhetorical question that, after five years of marriage, I knew better than to
answer. "All I have been doing all morning is clearing up muddy carpets
and wooden flooring, my dress is ruined, and ................."
Elaine took off on one of her rants. They were nice rants, pretty rants, but
rants nonetheless. I nodded and looked sheepish when my experience told me to,
and I provided the appropriate 'yes' or 'no' as required. Knowing my lovely
Wife the way I do I did not dare remind her that the reason the house was in a
state was because at the time that I was making the mess, she had been enjoying
Jackson's large dark cock in my bed. I really do know when to keep my head down
low when I am being scolded.
I glanced across at Jackson and in expectation of seeing amusement, I was
stunned to see a haunted look on his face and just a slight moistening around
the eyes. I said nothing and thought it better to wait and then ask if he was
O.K., that is until my Wife had finished her tirade.
Elaine eventually ran out of steam and flounced away with her mop and bucket so
we were left in companionable silence after the mini typhoon had gone. Although
I was plucking up courage to ask Jackson what had brought down his mood, it was
him who spoke first.
"Do you know how lucky you are cj?"
I said nothing because he clearly
had something on his mind. "You have just been scolded by the woman who
loves you. If she didn't, she would not have scolded you. Do you realise
that?"
"I must admit Jackson, that I have never felt a sense of luck when in
receipt of one of Elaine's tirade's. What are you getting at?"
"As I have told you cj. I have had many Lovers, but not one of them ever
felt emotionally close enough to me to risk a scolding or a negative word. It's
the assumption of intimacy, acceptance and tolerance that empowers the person
doing the scolding to do so without risk of damaging her loving
relationship."
I took stock of this sad and introspective response and thought it better to
lighten the mood. "Its called love mate! But if you want, I could arrange
for Elaine to give you a good old fashioned 'stand up bollocking' if you like.
You can have no idea just how lucky you feel after one of those."
It was the first time I had heard him laugh and we both knew that a wall had
just been knocked down. Suddenly we were relaxed in each others company.
Once again there was a silence between us as we contemplated just what to say
next. Jackson had laid his cards out, sort of; at least I now knew what and who
I was dealing with but I had a decision to make. And something that I needed to
say. The ball was in my court.
"If I said yes to your training what are the ground rules. Oh yes! I want
Elaine here to listen to what we have to say."
Jackson called for Elaine to come in from cleaning the mud off the stairs. She
entered the kitchen muttering darkly about lazy men and stupid ideas but closed
her mouth as she felt the sudden stillness in the room.
"cj has declared himself amenable to training," he told my Wife (I
hadn't but I let it pass),"but he wants to know the .......... Er! Ground
rules was it?"
"Pretty much," I replied without further elaboration, "but I
guess it should be me asking the questions. However I would like to hear what
the rules or conventions are first."
Elaine put down her bucket and mop and moved closer to us both; sitting half
way between us I noticed. Although she pretended to be cool and calm, her lip
quivered and her voice wavered when she spoke. "So this is where it all
comes down to how we go on from here," she said quietly, "Isn't
it?"
"Yes Dear. It does," answered Jackson. 'Since when do you get to
call my Wife 'Dear', you git!', reaching out for her hand, "this is
the moment that I said would happen. So you must be strong."
Elaine's hand squeezed Jackson's as her lovely boyant chest heaved under the
tee-shirt. My Wife was nervous - very nervous.
"Firstly cj, there are no rules other than, 'All's fair in love and war'.
That's it!"
'Facile! Not good enough! You're nervous too Jacko!'
"I apologize for seeming too simplistic," he continued, "but
there are however, some conventions that should be followed. For everyone's
sake."
This confirmed that this supposedly self certain man was in a place, despite
all of his original experience of adulterous relationships, that he had never
been before. This was new ground - for all of us.
Breathing in deeply he continued. "The first, and most important
convention is that nobody suffers unduly. You can interpret this as the
cuckold's humiliation and anxiety should not become intolerable for him.
Neither should the Wife' sense of guilt overcome her." He looked less
anxious as he spoke. But the next convention I saw made him uneasy. "The
second convention is the rule of 'Three Attempts'." He said while looking
straight into my eyes.
"I thought there were no rules,' I asked sarcastically, "but the
first seems fair. Could you please explain what the 'three attempt' thing
is?"
"It's more of a recommendation really," he replied, "and we have
found that it really works. It means that anything that a new cuckold is asked
to do in the course of his Wife's mating with her Master should be tried twice.
If he decides at the third attempt that he still doesn't like what he has been
obliged to do, he can say no."
"And if our cuckold does like it, or at least finds whatever it is
acceptable. What does he say then?" I asked, slightly less sarcastically
and with some interest.
Jackson smiled at my question as he replied. "Well I guess he says
something like, 'Let's do it more often' or 'I am happy to do that again' or
'Thank you Master'. Take your pick cj. Or sometimes you just do whatever it is
for fourth time and then forever after, like most cuckolds do; the message is
pretty clear after that."
Sometimes you just do it for a fourth time and then forever after. |
I needed clarification. "So there is no coercion at all. No expectations or judgement. All voluntary, is that correct?"
"Yes cj. But I would prefer a commitment from you for enthusiasm and open mindedness. That's if you say yes of course."
I pondered for a moment. I needed to choose my words carefully. "Now I have something to say that you both need to hear and understand." His face grew still and wary, while Elaine froze with one hand still in the air on its way to stroke back a loose hair across her face.
"Go on james. Say it please." 'Does he know what I am going to say?'
I breathed in and summoned the courage. "Jackson! I think you
already know that Elaine is the love of my life," he nodded and tears
sprung to Elaine's eyes, "but I am only going to say this once and never
say it again, so please don't forget it. I shall play the role of the compliant
and submissive cuckold to the best of my ability and who knows, I may even
enjoy it. But if you ever deliberately hurt Elaine either physically or
mentally you will see another side of me that nobody ever sees. I have lived in
South London all of my life and I know people who will do anything for a few
quid so I am sorry but you need to know this. Do we understand each other?"
Elaine had tears coursing down her face. She clearly hadn't heard everything I
said; all she had heard was the threat.
Jackson on the other hand was all smiles. "Brilliant cj. We have an
understanding. I have heard similar cautions before but never quite so
vehemently, and I can assure you Elaine is in no danger of pain from
me."
It wasn't a caution mate. If you hurt her it will become
reality pretty damn quick.'
I was suddenly confronted by a tearful Wife who was thoroughly pissed off with
me - again. "Trust you to spoil the moment James. Why did you have to
threaten Jackson? We were all getting along so nicely. If nothing else, Jackson
is a guest in this house. Why are you smiling? Don't you bloody well mock
me!"
"Elaine!" Jackson exclaimed, "It's okay! James was just stating his one proviso and he is right
to do so because he hardly knows me and he loves you. He also agreed to our new
way of life. Didn't you hear him say so? He's said he will be our cuckold and
accept my guidance. I am right aren't I - cuckold-james?"
The kitchen
suddenly became quiet as we realised that Jackson had chosen to make the point
of my cuckoldry immediately.
I nodded in agreement. The dye was cast, I had made a commitment and suddenly
felt a wave of excitement engulf me. Such was my excitement that I felt my
restraint start to fill with my tiny 'cotton reel' getting bigger.
Elaine had quickly dried her tears and had come over to me and had put her arms
around my neck. "I'm sorry. Thank you Jimmy. I love you." she
whispered, "But I had better get back to clearing up your mess."
"How are you feeling cj?" He asked, "I see your lump has grown a
little. Is your decision taking effect already? Do you feel ready to start
soon?"
"Let's not rush our fences Jackson. I think it would be better to let nature
take its course."
He thought about this for a second and then agreed. "You know best cj but
I have a plan for this evening. I want you to prepare Elaine for a date with me
tonight. I want you to take her up to the West End and buy her a nice dress to
replace the damaged one and some underwear that you know I will enjoy slowly
removing from her after our date. We shall only be gone for a couple of hours
and I shall be bringing her back here afterwards so you won't feel deserted for
too long. How does all that sound as a beginning to our journey."
It seemed perfectly okay to me and said so, but then another thought struck me.
"What about my little cage. Do I have to wear it all the time. I guess
that is what I'm assuming, but what are the rules - sorry - conventions."
He scratched his nose, but I knew it was a deflection to cover his amusement.
"Most cuckolds wear it all the time at home and, as I said earlier, they
keep two and sometimes more as spares or for hygienic and, shall we say," he
paused, "other purposes."
I missed the implication, but had some more questions. "And what about at
work, or on the beach or gymnasium and so forth? That can be tricky can't it?
Everyday movement and toilets etcetera." The more I thought of it, the
more issues arose.
Again he smiled at the thought. "The 'cage' as you put it is symbolic of
your new way of life, but it is true that they are not fit for use in those
circumstances, there is nevertheless a way to remind you every moment of your
day."
"When I bought it, I hadn't thought beyond yesterday. It now seems to be
have become a permanent feature of my life overnight. So what is the answer for
wearing it at work."
"You don't," he replied, "you wear something else around your
private parts." He saw my confusion and continued. "Other cuckolds
wear ribbons, straps, chains or you name it, in a tightish loop under their
balls and over the base of the penis. It usually has some significance to his
life and may bear the initials of his Wife, or her Lover or both. The options are
limitless and very personal."
"I see," I replied, "I have quite a lot to think about and I
have some purchases to make I guess."
"That's all good then," said Jackson, "I need to spend some time
in the office this afternoon and its nearly midday already so I'll just go and
find Elaine and let her know about meeting her tonight. I think that eight
o'clock would be a good time don't you?" I nodded.
Remember cj.
Enjoy getting her ready for our date tonight, because you will be doing so many
times again in the future."
He left the kitchen in search of Elaine who, at that moment had finished the
cleaning and was upstairs in the bedroom getting changed.
"I have to go to work my Love," I heard him say to my almost naked
Wife, "but you and I are on a date this evening and then back here for the
rest of the night. cj is taking you to Bond Street to pick up a few nice things
to wear and then come back here to help you get ready. I'll be here at eight to
pick you up. How does that sound my sweet?"
"Perfect Master," was her happy reply as she kissed him passionately, "cj will be very good at preparing me to please you; I just know it. He helped me last night you know, and I'm pretty sure that he enjoyed it. So now we all know where we stand, I will give you everything you want in mine and cj's bed tonight. If you thought I was passionate before just wait until you and me are as one, with cj there to serve us."
"cj will be very good at preparing me to please you." |
I heard all of this from the bottom of the stairs and to my surprise, or to be
really honest - no surprise at all, I felt excitement at the thought of the
lascivious night she was promising him. And me for that matter. 'Serve us?
What the f*ck?'
They broke the kiss after just a few seconds and Jackson replied. "I can't
wait to see what kind of job cj is going to make of making you ready for me. I
am sure it will be perfect. As for your plans for me tonight, I shall be
thinking about them all afternoon, however I have to go in and take a big order
for some German wines for a customer. I should also ring Terry and get him to
bring the car round. So I'm going to love you and leave you."
Elaine made disappointed noises but she knew he had to go, but as he descended
the stairs he spoke to her over his shoulder. "If everything goes alright
tonight we shall take cj down to Mede Manor tomorrow. He can have a chat with
John and maybe Jennifer if she's not otherwise engaged."
'Mede Manor? Where had I heard that name before? And where the hell are we
going?
Jackson made his phone call and we stood chatting for a while, until I said
something that I regretted immediately. "I guess it will take little while
for us to get used to this new lifestyle." I said in all innocence.
"Have you not listened to a word I have been saying cuckold?" Jackson
said with a vehemence that shook me and made me a little nervous, because I had
clearly annoyed him. "A 'lifestyle' is what pretentious twerps call their
modern furniture or some other pointless activity. Lifestyle is for poseurs.
You my dear cuckold - are about to undertake a completely new way of living. A
living that is fundamentally different to everything you ever thought you knew.
The life of a compliant cuckolded husband."
I could see something in his
eyes as he continued. "Now do we understand each other?" He
emphasized the 'we' as to remind me of my warning just an half hour earlier.
"Yes Mas... Jackson. It's what I meant really." I replied in a timid
manner. 'Oh shit! I nearly called him Master.'
There was a car horn outside in the road and, as I looked out of the window I
could see a beautiful dark grey top of the range Mercedes pulled up outside our
house.
"I have to go cj and I shall see you both just before eight tonight."
He moved towards the front door and opened it letting in a damp and warm smell
of drying rain and burnt wood. "Lifestyle for heaven's sake. What
were you thinking?" He laughed out loud as he exited the door.
As I followed him to the door, for no apparent reason I glanced across the road
at where I had stood the night before. What I saw caused me to shake
uncontrollably. The tree that I had stood under was in blackened ruins; its
branches blown away into the gardens nearby and onto the pavement. Council
workers had cleared the road and were starting to cut the dead tree down.
"I feel sick," I said as my knees went and I sat down weakly onto the
doorstep.
"James! Whatever is the matter?" It was Elaine, who had come down the
stairs after putting on some clothes. "What did you do?"
Jackson had turned round to see what the problem was and stood looking back at
his white faced shaking cuckold.
"I stood under that tree last night. That's where I watched the two of you
Er! You know."
Elaine's face turned red with anger, "You stood under a tree in the
biggest thunderstorm in the last ten years. Are you out of your mind? I can't
believe that you have been so bloody stupid. It must have been the big bang
that we heard."
I thought her attitude was a bit rich given the reason I was there in the first
place. 'It's a wonder that you heard the lightning strike. You were
having a 'big bang' of your own at the time - the two of you.'
Elaine had not finished with me. She waved goodbye to Jackson with a smile then
turned to me with a scowl, "Never in my life have I met someone that
stupid. I could have been a widow by this morning .... blah! ....blah!
....blah!" And off she went into one of her diatribes.
Jackson had a smile on his dark brown face as he looked at the weedy little
cuckold being harangued by his Black Owned Mistress. "Remember cj. It's
because she loves you. See you tonight."
"You can sit here if you like mate." I replied. And he laughed again.
"Hey Jackson," he turned back towards me, "I accept it all. But
I won't call you Master - ever." I said smiling awkwardly at the
ridiculousness of my position.
He smiled back. "You will cj. Not yet maybe, but you will."
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